I became a penitent friar.

I knew he was different from all other men; I was born to sin and perdition. The whole time, I wanted to masturbate and rub myself with the other boys; my parents and my parish priest soon realized my curse and tried to help me. They punished me with violent beatings so that sin wouldn't take over my body, but the more they whipped me, the more excited I got. So they decided that I should go live in a convent to get rid of this fate.

I prayed all the time, did penance, fasted, was naked, self-flagellating, and was punished by other monks and priests.

There we discovered my true vocation and salvation. I became a penitent friar. The bishop and priest consecrated me to this extraordinary role; I would be fed by the sperm of all holy and sinful men and free them from all sins.

They locked my penis with a crucifix so I could never have sex, signaling my surrender to God. A heavy wooden yoke was placed around my neck so that I could never again see my body and commit the sin of vanity. My ankles and wrists were permanently chained so that I showed my surrender and could never escape or get dressed again.

So that I could spend every day being flogged and punished for all the men`s sins. In the convent, I was fucked daily and regularly and sucked the cocks of all the monks, releasing their sins. Their sins were atoned for, whipping my back, butt, and thighs. Bishops, nobles, and soldiers used my body to pay for their sins.

On holy days I would parade through the city streets carrying ropes and a whip to be tied to the doors of each house and flogged to pay for the sins of each family.

God has enlightened me, and with this vocation, as a penitent friar, I could be the holiest and happiest man in all of Spain!