I am about
50 years old and I live on a 24/7 basis for my Owner for almost five years.
I am
flogged every day, when I wake up I have to get naked, I got my nipples pierced
and I get down on all fours over the bed to receive no less than a hundred
lashes in the back. After that I lie on my back, with my belly up, my Owner
pulls off the nipples clamps twisting hard, and whips the nipples about 50
times. After that, I kiss him, grateful, put the clamps again my aching
nipples, and then I get on all fours again, to be whipped on the other side, to
have the clamps torn out again with cruelty and flogged on the bruises and
sores nipples again.
We cover
the bed with a waterproof cover, before the beating, because I've bled
countless times.
I tell you
that I wake up excited every morning to know that I will be whipped.
We love the
routine of beatings. Sometimes, when we have more time or on weekends, the
beatings are bigger and crueler.
When my
Owner is especially disposed and excited he has already given more than 2000
lashes in a single day.
The
beatings are only for his delight, not mine. My only pleasure must be to serve
him.
He lets me
enjoy it about four or five times for years, only when he decides. I can only
cum when he tells me to.
When he
decides that I have to cum, he announces how many lashes I'm going to get that
day and, before the beating, he orders me to masturbate while he whips me.
I had to
learn to get the erection and ejaculate being flogged, he just stops beating
when I ejaculate.
After
cleaning the sperm, he gives the beating he has established, hundreds of lashes
without mercy. He says he feels special pleasure in whipping me after my
enjoyment, to make it clear that spanking is for his pleasure, not mine.
I feel
horny for knowing that I am his fucking animal, his toy and slave. More than
the beatings, what excites is the surrender, the acceptance resigned and
obedient to his cruelty.
When I
surrendered to him, other dominators said no SM relationship remains hot after
two or three years. They said that over time, the routine turns all
relationships into vanilla. I assure you that ours continues to grow in the
cruelty and violence of beatings.
I'm more in
love and happy than ever.
I think it
is important to give this testimony so that other animals like me can bet on
the truthful delivery and the life of bondage and service they have always
dreamed of.
Do you feel
the same?